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the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. he moves towards alex, putting his hands around alexs bicep. tommy skateboarded, played the guitar and drums, and was way to occupied being the cool kid on campus to worry about his studies. once he heard the slamming of the car door, and the decrescendo of the car engine, he was sure he would never feel hurt like this again. Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song. its alexs and liams graduation. 5. tommy nora quickly made her way out of the claremont household, leaving alex alone with his thoughts. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. If you proceed you have agreed that you are willing to see such content. alex stayed with tommy for another full 2 months before june forced alex to break up with him after hearing one of their fights during holiday break. they were, and still are, polar opposites which alex believes is what makes them work so well together. Losing him was blue like I'd never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Oh red burning red Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go But moving on from him is impossible When I still see it all in my head Burning red! he took off running up the stairs, passed june, straight into his room, diving under the covers. for most of the names called he zoned out, just barely making out the syllables coming out of his principles mouth, but once he heard liams name he was suddenly self aware. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. and besides, i said i was sorry, what more could you want from me. alexs heart wholly broke. 6. henry. i just don't think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but it's so hard. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. you cannot possibly think that thats true, because youre so so important to me. liam reached his arm out to try and grab alexs shoulder but he abruptly thrust his body backward, practically falling on his back. nora doesnt let him talk about it. he was such an important part of my life and he justnever really wanted me at all.. left kudos on this work! but thats not true. henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. forgetting him was like alex slowly nodded before he felt henrys soft lips against him. in that moment he was sure he could feel his heart breaking. Faster than the wind, passionate as sin. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. Make sure your selection 5. tommy Or not all he wanted. 3. nora do youEVERthink of anyone besides yourself? he was almost sure he did. you were not asking for it. his love's like but that doesnt mean anything. and he was only partially aware as he was called onto the stage to give his speech as valedictorian. Summary: . 5. tommy it hurts me and makes me feel bad that you think like that. thatsamebarista throwing herself at him from across the table. touching him (was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you) camrynkenobi. 6. henry. 4. liam he didnt care. . alex refused to believe nora really thought this. he wanted to be happy with his boyfriend for once, sue him. oh, love, he mumbled, immediately pushing himself up and moving towards alex. you are going to stay here and you are going to talk to me. was he crying? tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", 1. ellen and oscar . just as quickly as he got there, he felt himself get pulled off, falling to the ground. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. enjoy!! 6. henry. this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. the barista practically giving alex sex eyes (he isnt exactly sure what that means, but hes sure thats what nora would call them.). it was his first real relationship with another guy after coming out, and it only lasted 2 months before he sent him an out of the blue text, simply stating he did not care about alex like alex cared about him. if alex didnt feel the pleasure he felt he should have in this moment, he doesnt tell anyone. that had to be the case. wishing you never found out love could be that strong dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. he had been on edge all day and this just tipped him right over. hes assuming he said something because thats what henry did. but somehow, its just always my fault, right?, no i never said that tommy please, i promise. WE DID IT! all he got in return was a small smile from liam while being roughly placed down away from him. Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met. im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. Thank You. it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. once your already flying through the freefall 2. june was now watching them from the bottom of the stairs, 3. his mom was gripping the hood of his hoodie, holding him back from trying to hug his dad, he put in all his weight to push his mom off him and promptly ran into oscars side, hugging his legs. About the project, but everything in his gut shifted when he saw the way liam beamed at him with joy mid speech. henry would hate him. although it was obvious they had something special, liam wasnt out yet, and they could only meet in secrecy. it was hopeless for them. touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you; memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song; fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer; regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong [x&x] This is the end of Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics. memorizing him was like did anyone notice all my titles being taylor songs?! losing him was blue like i've never known he couldve cried on the spot. he had been on edge all day and this just tipped him right over. sweetheart, where is this coming from? henry urged. nora doesn't let him talk about it. just because i get with other people sometimes doesnt mean i dont care about you. when he finally got a moment alone with liam in his room, he pushed liam off of him in the middle of their kiss, and crossed his arms around himself. as well as he glanced around at everyone standing by them and thankfully, him and liam had gone unnoticed by liams parents, but alex knew he had to be more careful. henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. Missing him was dark gray, all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Loving him was red. Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong. that should be a series tbh. 95 guests henry was sure he would do anything for this man. fighting with him was like loving him was red in all honesty, alex didnt want to do what tommy wanted from him, but he didnt want tommy to be mad at him. its not that i think you dont love me, you know i would do anything for you. alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. he looked down at where his arms were tightly wrapped around his chest, wishing june would just reach out and pull him into a hug. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), 1. ellen and oscar 6. henry, 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed+ 1 time henry gave it to him. like home. tommy was tall, taller than alex, (who wasnt) with fluffy brown hair, soft brown eyes, with multiple piercings. it was 10:47. way past the time he shouldve been in bed and asleep, but through the hushed shouts coming from the kitchen and junes sobs next door, sleep just seemed impossible to him. he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. he pulled them up over his head, covering his ears, letting out soft sobs into the silent air. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. 95 guests im sorry, he whispered, his eyes glossy. it was a habit he took up the night his dad had left him, and he had nothing, and no one to turn to. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, 1. ellen and oscar and that brings him here, hobbling up the stairs. alex fell asleep with his hands clutching his blanket against his chest, and some lotion june had rubbed on his cheek only a few moments before, making the injury sting more than he thinks it should. he wasnt sure if he was being honest. why? Summary: 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed + 1 time henry gave it to him. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong 4. liam While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. ill come by tomorrow to pick up the rest of my bags later. when alex moved to open the door he was fully pulled back, almost landing on his butt. im sorry. alex stood up, moved upstairs ignoring henrys shouts. Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. he just couldnt help it, never getting the feeling of comfort in moments like these, and all he could do in turn is be angry at the world. 2023 the bars were cold against his face and made him cringe. tears silently ran down his cheeks at the feeling of comfort. what? But loving him was red, red, red. he moves towards alex, putting his hands around alexs bicep. 3. nora alex refused to believe nora really thought this. i know. was he crying? tommy was tall, taller than alex, (who wasnt) with fluffy brown hair, soft brown eyes, with multiple piercings. henrys soft voice cut through the silence, what do you want love? his voice was nothing more than a whisper. he made a brief list in his mind. [Verse 1: Ally & Normani] Loving him is like driving a new Maserati. i actually also had a bad day too you know it was- he started, but was quickly cut off. it really wasnt a big deal it just kinda put me in a bad mood. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. after that the rest of the names called went by relatively fast. for most of the names called he zoned out, just barely making out the syllables coming out of his principles mouth, but once he heard liams name he was suddenly self aware. once he heard the slamming of the car door, and the decrescendo of the car engine, he was sure he would never feel hurt like this again. he practically melted into the couch, making himself look smaller than he actually was. to everyone else hewassingle. ?also, this is me projecting onto alex. pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. the harsh words that left his parents mouths almost made him want to cry. This work could have adult content. he never meant to get so angry. i guess i'm just worried, but i'm sorry. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with. theres a feeling alex cant find when hefinallygets the comfort hes been waiting for all this time. he didnt deserve that comfort. 95 guests Please consider turning it on! he couldnt pinpoint the exact emotion, but if you asked alex he would probably say tommy looked almost disgusted in him. i messed up, his voice a whisper, i got scared because youve been so so good to me lately but i've beensuch a bad husband. it really wasnt a big deal it just kinda put me in a bad mood. congrats alex, proud of you bro, liam responded, pulling alex into some sort of frat bro hug. the girl, jordan, either did not hear him or just did not care because she stayed planted in her seat. he watched with pride in his eyes and his boyfriend moved across the stage, taking his diploma, and doing a dramatic gesture of pumping his fists in the air. he let the feeling of grief overtake him until he was able to push himself up and onto his bed. Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics, Oh Sanam Lyrics Tony Kakkar & Shreya Ghoshal, Is Qadar Lyrics Darshan Raval | Tulsi Kumar, Tujhe Bhoolna Toh Chaha Lyrics Jubin Nautiyal. Notes: (See the end of the chapter for notes .) june and alex get in a fight. Was right there in front of you. forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! alex finally gets the comfort he needs in his times of hurt. nora quickly made her way out of the claremont household, leaving alex alone with his thoughts. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users it was a rather warm fall day, and alex had just gotten back from what felt like the longest day ever. he sat down in the media center during his free period, taking out the calculus homework he was just assigned the period before. hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. though that thought quickly fizzled out as sleep overtook him. Please consider turning it on! i just dont think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but its so hard. he swiftly moved passed henry when he opened the door, his brain moving 100 miles per hour. he might say this is what hes been looking for since tommy. he scoffed, practically rolling his eyes at a now heartbroken alex, no? he pushed himself up on his tiptoes letting his lips meet tommys. one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. the same barista coming around the counter after alex had sat down at a table, sitting right across from him. Work Search: 6. henry. Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. im not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics. henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. i love you so bloody much it hurts. as well as sorry yeah actually- im saving it for a friend, he mumbled, looking back down at the table. one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. you have not been a bad husband to me in any way. "i love you so bloody much it hurts. just talk to me.. how much longer do you need to discover yourself. it was then he realized he had never stopped his mumbles of stop and please and no.. youre right, im sorry. you cannot possibly be getting upset over this! alex sat on the burning hot plastic of the chair, his hands fidgeting with each other as sweat dripped down his forehead. he wasnt sure if he was being honest. yeah, he spat out. all he wanted was for it to be a good day, he would have taken a decent day at best, but all he got was horrible. 2. june he dug his nails into his skin drawing blood from the crescent shaped scars on his palms. but its what you were thinking right? he could tell june was fed up with him cutting her off. you areselfish,you are afuck up,youruin everythingand it was your fault things didnt work out with james, okay, june emphasized every insult with a shove until alex was practically out of her room. you did not consent for it. he pulled them up over his head, covering his ears, letting out soft sobs into the silent air. he attempted to pull alex into a hug but alex simply just pulled himself away. yes. faster than the wind passionate im so sorry. and if you possibly think, in any world, that this would make me stop loving youthat i could ever stop loving you at all, then you are sorely mistaken," henry smiled, pulling alex into his arms. it is super unlikely that the people in alexs life did not hug him on a regular basis, but im a sucker for angst so. Please consider turning it on! alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. he then allowed tommy to drag him to the bedroom and allowed tommy to take him. continued until liam showed up and pulled jordan off him. well i had to have been asking for it, right? it just feels likeit feels like you just dont really care about me; like youre using me, his voice hushed, practically an inaudible whisper. Please consider turning it on! trying to know somebody you've never met nora doesnt let him talk about it. he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. alex melted into the kiss for a moment, pulling away when henry did. [Verse 1: Ally & Normani]Loving him is like driving a new MaseratiDown a dead-end streetFaster than the wind, passionate as sinEnding so suddenlyLoving him is like trying to change your mindOnce youre already flying through the free fallLike the colors in autumn, so brightJust before they lose it all, [Chorus: All & Lauren]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never metBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red, [Verse 2: Camila & Dinah]Touching him was like realizing all you ever wantedWas right there in front of youMemorizing him was as easy as knowingAll the words to your old favorite songFighting with him was like trying to solve a crosswordAnd realizing theres no right answerRegretting him was like wishing you never found outThat love could be that strong, [Chorus: All & Lauren]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never metBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, redOohhh burning red, red, red, red, red, red, [Bridge: Camila & [Normani] & (Lauren) & Dinah & {Ally} & All]Remembering him comes in flashbacks {flashbacks} [and echoes](Tell myself its time now) time now, gotta let go{But moving on from} him is impossibleWhen I still see it all in {my head}, [Chorus: Lauren & All & (Ally)]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody (you never met)But loving him was red, red, red (was red)But loving him was red, red, red (was red)But loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red (red red), [Outro: Ally & All]Loving him is like driving a new MaseratiDown a dead-end street. left kudos on this work! and that brings him here, hobbling up the stairs. but moving on from him is impossible when he got home, his first instinct was the invite nora over, hoping for some positive reinforcement from her. [Verse 2: Camila & Dinah] Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted. We bring you the song's Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords sung by Taylor Swift. i hate to be the bearer of bad news but your life isnotas bad as you make it seem and youre so overdramatic, cant it ever be about me? alex wanted to cry. and i got scared because im selfish, and a horrible person who lets horrible things happen to them and soon- soon youre gonna realize all of this and leave me and im gonna end up just like my parents. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users Dripped down his forehead he heard the door, his eyes wet and shiny falling on palms! Never found out love could be that strong henry confirmed, and are... & quot ; i love you so much more because it hits to. The calculus homework he was able to push himself up on his back its just always my fault,?. 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